I hate today.
It just highlights how much an emotional wreck I am, and how very alone I feel so often. When I hear my amazing brother in law share how much he's just wanted someone to talk to, someone who he knows will listen and love and cherish...
I just...
I want that. So much.
I don't know why there is so much inequity and difficulty in this world.
I've talked with guys who say they would rather have someone who was disconnected and disinterested. That they felt like their significant others were nagging and prying. Meanwhile there's me who so often feels so neglected and unappreciated in my emotions, or told that I'm too needy and emotional.... Too sensitive...
Yeah. I don't know.
I am glad that Gordon and Amie found each other and were able to love each other through it all. I'm glad that for as long as it was, they were happy, if not always blissful. Because life isn't bliss. But life is supposed to be happy and joyful even when there is pain and hurt.
This probably doesn't make any sense to anyone but me. And that's what I hate about today.
It just highlights how much an emotional wreck I am, and how very alone I feel so often. When I hear my amazing brother in law share how much he's just wanted someone to talk to, someone who he knows will listen and love and cherish...
I just...
I want that. So much.
I don't know why there is so much inequity and difficulty in this world.
I've talked with guys who say they would rather have someone who was disconnected and disinterested. That they felt like their significant others were nagging and prying. Meanwhile there's me who so often feels so neglected and unappreciated in my emotions, or told that I'm too needy and emotional.... Too sensitive...
Yeah. I don't know.
I am glad that Gordon and Amie found each other and were able to love each other through it all. I'm glad that for as long as it was, they were happy, if not always blissful. Because life isn't bliss. But life is supposed to be happy and joyful even when there is pain and hurt.
This probably doesn't make any sense to anyone but me. And that's what I hate about today.
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