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With A Little Bit of Bloomin’ Luck

 I love the musical “My Fair Lady”. One of my favorite songs has the lines: 

The Lord above gave man an arm of iron
So he could do his job and never shirk
The Lord above gave man an arm of iron
But, with a little bit of luck, with a little bit of luck
Someone else will do the blinkin' work
(With a little bit, with a little bit)
(With a little bit of luck you'll never work)

I know that many men would view this as an ideal - having not to work. But I can tell you from my perspective that I just don’t enjoy it. It wears on my soul. It makes me feel like less of a man. 

I have not been out of work since I was out of high school. Being out of work for months on end like this means that our savings is dwindling, that we’ve had to rely on government and other assistance, and that I simply am not providing for our family. Fortunately our house has been paid off, and we have no other debt. We also have enough in savings to carry on for several more months without any real impact on our lifestyle. 

But it still sucks. It just really, really, REALLY sucks. I am very sad a lot of the time. I have sent dozens of applications out to places where I think I would both qualify as well as thrive, but as of yet I haven’t heard anything back from any of them. So the search goes on. I mean, I only need one job, right?!? I try not to get discouraged, but each new rejection is a blow - I won’t deny it.

Anyway, something’s got to give. It just can’t keep being like this. 

Right?

RIGHT???

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